Thursday, September 29, 2005
it was a totally crazy day.
the train was especially crowded yesterday. i was almost squeezed out of the train while a boy tried his luck to get into the train. immediately, he squeezed me back in -______-" the strength of the crowd was overwhelming, and it push me into the boy's tummy. and he was rather plump and cushiony. i was then stucked in between a indian uncle and a fatso. he was wearing a ncc uniform and i see M C ONG embroided on it.
as you all know, *clears throat*, being the usual dare-devil, i bravely took a sniff.
HENG AH! both the uncle and the boy dont smell ((: i smiled discreetly to myself. i felt like a load off my shoulder and thus comfortably supported on the boy's tummy. hahahahaha. so the ride to school wasn't that bad afterall.
anyway, HELLO M C ONG! if you are reading (although almost impossible), thank you for cushioning me on the train today! =D
*disclaimer: explicit language first ever seen in this blog.
basically we had dbms test yesterday and after which we went down to holland v for lunch. had a fufilling lunch (: anyway, after that i went to yew tee as i had an appoinment for eye checkup.
i had a eye-sight test, yada yada. and they made me for an hour before i actually see the doctor. im very very pissed with this malay girl which is a receptionist of the clinic. on mon when i called to make an appoinment, i specifically said that i want to see dr yip, who handled an operation for my father last year. she kept asking me to see another doctor which i dont know why. anyway, she sounded all nice and friendly when she's on the phone with me.
freak that im totally wrong about her. she was talking to another assistant about me. she said that im weird because i insisted on seeing dr yip as my father was under him. this is ridiculous! i wanted to consult him about my eyes, and since he is a specialist on that, and the only specialist in that clinic, shouldnt i go to him? what is weird about that? and it's totally ruded to speak about your patients behind her back.
then came the part where im supposed to settle the bill. i was kinda shock and immediately showed my csc card to show that im entitled to free consultation fees, as the doctor was from tan tock seng. then she blew up, saying that i should show her the card, even before i see the doctor. she refused to revoke the bill and insist me to pay. then my father called at the same time. apparently, rosie (the receptionist) was having a heated argument with my father. given my dad's character, he must have scolded her rather harshly. i apologised to rosie and asked her to double check to see if she can do anything about it. she said she cant after she issued the bill. fuck that, i learnt database and you tell me you cant undo that? who are you kidding? my father told me she was new therefore she didn't know how to do it. i second that, she looked stupid enough.
do you know what she did after that? she asked me to wait, while she went on complaining about me. i was sitting at the last seat and i could hear what she was sayin in another corner. YOU DONT FUCKING SPEAK ILL OF YOUR PATIENT TO YOUR COLLEAGUE, WHILE YOUR SERVE OTHER PATIENTS. this is totally rude and disrespectful. i could have kicked her ass inside out if i were alone with her in the clinic.
the assistant came up to me and asked me if i have any cash with me, or i can withdraw money from the atm. my answer is no. seeing that she has no other alternatives, she said i could leave as rosie tries to settle it herself. i apologised again, as i knew i was at fault initially. then i left the clinic, but went back again as i have forgotten to take my appointment card. she fucking slam the card in my face.
i didn't make a fuss in the clinic as im very much afraid that rosie might collaberate with the doctor to do something funny about my operation. anyway, i would definitely lodge a complaint after that. FUCK YOU ROSIE, you can wait to get your ass out of the clinic. im so going to complain about you. no doubt you deserve my time and effort in doing so.
i met up with marlene and we went to bugis after that. both of us had a bad day yesterday. i had an conflict with stupid rosie and she argued with a bus conductor as her brother's ez-link card got confiscated. we reached bugis mrt, and i saw hu xihong. haha. it wasn't anything weird, but i just feel kinda funny to see him. anyway, we saw a couple kissing in our face. very public. i took a second look and realise i have just seen a pair lesbian couple kissing -_____-"
i don't object of lesbian/gay couples, by the way. it's all about their personal choice. (:
what an exhausting day. to make it worse, i missed heartlanders )):
"Faaaaaahed" @ 6:52 PM
Friday, September 23, 2005
i finally saw julian hee on x-files today! my my, it's so saddenin to see this muscled muffin portrayin a retarded but sad character. nevertheless, im so engrossed in that show and i feel that he really got the potential for actin. he's more than a pretty face k! im so so so happy because this shows that he's not an empty himbo!! bwahahaha :D
anyway, sometimes i feel that mediacorp is harpin too much on people with has a lower iq, or what we usually call, retards or those diagnosed with down-syndrome. this is such a sensitive topic. sometimes we laugh, sneer, or over sympathise the unfortunate, but i cant help thinkin that, how would their family feel if they watched the show? their family member sufferin from this unlucky fate is portrayed as a pathetic character in a story. their life is so much more magnified, and more unwanted attention would be placed on them.
anyway, what i feel is i dont think these people need sympathy. much care and concern is very much needed, perhaps not sympathy. but there is a line to draw between the two. of course, i have been much fortunate bein a ordinary human bein, but i always think that too much sympathy shown is always a burden. it constantly reminds them (unfortunate) they are abnormal, contradicted by the fact that all they want is to be looked upon as a normal person. i personally feel that we should treat them as normal beins. stop sympathisin them, i believe besides their inability, they can do what every normal person can.
baaaaaaaaah. i think im gettin carried away. i just want to get this straight and i dont know how to organise my points. anyway, you get the idea ((:
"Faaaaaahed" @ 5:10 PM
Sunday, September 18, 2005
You are Green Elephant, who is not pretentious and is a straightforward type of woman.
People rely on you a lot.
You tend to lack feminine flexibility and sensitivity, but because you don't depend on men, you can go about your business calmly and without being too emotional.
You will not compromise, and your objective insight of things makes you look cruel and not having a charm.
But you are not a cruel person at all.
You like having your freedom, and just don't want to be restricted.
You are not a shy person.
You will have lots of relationship with men, and you know what type you like.
You work hard and you learn hard.
You have flexibility to a certain extent, and will not be discouraged so easily.
Nevertheless, you take time in finding about yourself. You love peace, and will not get into conflict.
You have perseverance, so if you get really angry, conflict will be protracted.
Your life is steady and you are an economic person. You will not go buying things on impulse.
Although you are an active person, you tend to lack reading people's feelings, so be careful not to become isolated.
You are a very straightforward person, and can act quickly.
But if you be too cautious, you tend not to be able to express your loving feelings.
Nevertheless, you are good at looking after others, and have lots of chance for romance.
After marriage, you will be good wife and a mother.
try it here!
quite accurate except the fact that i have not been in any proper realationships, if we shant talked about those primary school mutual adoration.
"Faaaaaahed" @ 4:40 PM
Saturday, September 17, 2005
i dont know if i should catch e x-files 2.......
when this heart throb of mine..
get reduced to this dimwit.
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH *cries out loud*
"Faaaaaahed" @ 3:57 PM
Friday, September 02, 2005
everybody let's SCREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM!
WEILIAN WON!!!
yepyepyepyepyippeeyippeeyippeeyipppe yAAAAAA ~
actually, i have to confess that i did voted for him and derrick durin e preliminaries. teeheehee. but after derrick was out, i didnt vote anymore, partly becos im convinced that my votes doesnt matter much. well, i've never told anyone about it cos nobody ever asked!
actually i think it was quite stupid to vote though i keep convincin myself that even one vote could make a big difference, or even turn e tables. e point is, convince myself so that i dont look stupid.
its undeniable, kelly is a good singer. i do admire her vocal talents, how she exude confidence on stage. but why are e judges so biased today?! its freakin obvious. weilian didnt really do well for most of his song, other than wo zhen de shou shang le, kelly was out of rhythm for her sha tan (and e li fei hui still got e cheek to say she never zou pai???) and her rendition of yan se was bad. really bad. much much worse than i have expected. as in, she wasnt stable enough in her falsettos, which was supposed to be her forte! but why didnt anybody mention about it?!
anyway, i dont wanna make any more comments. who knows some kelly supporters out there may bombard me with doubts. i had enough of e superstar forum with crude critisms targetted at poor weilian when he won junyang. freak that forum. just close it down. it's been abused by rude juvenile fans who obviously had their brains shrunken from blind obsession.
ps: i used to think that weilian's english name was william. damn. im stupid enough.
"Faaaaaahed" @ 5:46 PM